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This is Your Life
03:18
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I can see myself
In the way that my friends see me
It took a while
But I get it now
Now I can feel like the hottest shit
But on a dime I'm falling to bits
I start feeling good then I take it for granted
And I wish none of this had happened
I was feeling so strong then I saw your face
And suddenly I'm back in that place
Where all I can do it make the same mistakes
Staring back at myself
In the broken glass on the sidewalk
With flowers growing in
The crack in the cement
I want to take the glass
And cut open my mouth
Let my blood rain down
On the pedals
If a flower blooms will I bloom too
Can I finally get rid of you
Cause the past is echoing in my tomb
And I wish I could forget
This is your life
This is really your life
Its not starting over
This is your real life
This is really your life
Its not starting over
I was feeling so proud then I saw your face
And suddenly I'm back in that place
Where all I can do is make the same mistakes
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2. |
Raven
03:52
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3. |
Breaking Point
03:37
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Let us not mince words
Let's get this straight
This song is not an apology
If you think this song is about you
You're wrong
Some artists steal
Some artists lie
Other artists sit around and cry
Other artists are honest with themselves
They can go get bent and die
Why does it take me so long to find my voice
I make the same choice every time
To sit and wait for a sign
For the breaking point
When I was younger
I didn't believe in regrets
Nobody asked
It took 18 years to figure out that you were a girl
And depressed
So everyone bow before the queen
Of never seeing the obvious
Of overstaying her welcome
And making a mess
Why does it take me so long to find my voice
I make the same choice every time
To sit and wait for a sign
For the breaking point
Why does it take me so long to find my voice
I make the same choice every time
To sit and wait for a sign
For the breaking point
I don't closure
I don't want to talk it over
I decline
I just don't think you're a good match for the position
Salary is lacking
The benefits are underwhelming
And don't even get me started on the boss
She just never knows what she wants
Why does it take me so long to find my voice
I make the same choice every time
To sit and wait for a sign
For the breaking point
Why does it take me so long to find my voice
I make the same choice every time
To sit and wait for a sign
For the breaking point
The breaking point
And I apologize
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4. |
When You Believed in Me
03:28
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I don't have feelings anymore
I just have thoughts
I don't want to think about you anymore
I don't want to remember you
But every time I see your face
I see it staring back at me, but I just can't meet your eyes
I remember when you believed in me
I remember when you believed in me
I can be in two places at once
And still be nowhere at all
I'm a paper town on the map to your heart
I'm a coward for staying alive
But what if when I die
The part of me that I wanted to kill survives
I remember when you believed in me
I remember when you believed in me
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Numb
03:38
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I spent 5 years feeling terrified
Now I'm on the right track
Now there's nothing to hold me down
There is no turning back
Nowhere to go but up
Everyone around me says I'm doing great
But for me it's just not enough
Yeah I'm proud of my accomplishments
But i don't like who I've become
Compartmentalized and numb
Eye contact and nod yes
Almost catatonic
Bicarbonate and morphine
Liquid lunch
Intubated
Art line sedated
Feeling nothing nothing
Numb
It took a lot of time and money to save me
Do you hate me now
Cause i do, yes i do
I don't know how else to feel
Now I'm stuck with nowhere to go
Eye contact and nod yes
Almost catatonic
Bicarbonate and morphine
Liquid lunch
Intubated
Art line sedated
Feeling nothing nothing nothing nothing
Numb
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