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Cinnamon Sun

by Panda Nurse

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1.
It's a dog eat dog world I am a dog eat dog girl I am a force to be reckoned with Wanna reckon with me Cause its a fun time Cause were all dyin This is my swan song Coming back to life song The prodigal bitch returns I'm back and more Confused than ever before But I think I know Myself a whole lot more Cause its a fun time Cause were all dyin This is my swan song Coming back to life song The prodigal bitch returns I burning bridges by the second Keep myself in a turret Won't burn holes in my pockets Just unfolding them open Cause I got some time Cause I should be crying This is my stasis I'm waiting patient The prodigal bitch submerged
2.
Burn 04:04
I wanna bite into your skin Just to feel deeper inside you Forgive me if I draw blood I'm sure you'd do the same for me I've never wanted, I've never yearned For a feeling so flamming pure Burn everything in its wake Just to see you every day I'm in love yearn til I burn I'm gonna catch a sunburn And I want to wrap you up But you're not near enough To turn off the lights forever I'm working hard to rest together I've never wanted, I've never yearned For a feeling so flamming pure Burn everything in its wake Just to see you every day I'm in love yearn til I burn I'm gonna catch a sunburn
3.
Jaded Bitch 02:33
Pop the trunk, I'm climbing out I've got nothing to talk about Except for all the shit I've been through I'm a jaded bitch, through and through I want apologies But its not enough for me I keep telling you I'm hurt But the past won't rewrite itself Pop the cap, I'm such an ass I will not stop, I'm crashing fast A wreck before I open my mouth I am desperate, I scream and shout I want intimacy But its not enough for me I keep shouting it out but But my brain won't rewire itself It's really fucked I'm bouncing back and forth Nothing ever works Every feeling has a come down I want intimacy But its not enough for me I keep shouting it out but But my brain won't rewire itself
4.
Cinnamon Sun 03:00
I'm so tired of the exhaustion Like I got heat stroke, yeah I'm not having fun Can you guess why kids really love the taste I can not say, I want it over, over and done I'm so tired of the cinnamon sun Cause it burns my skin, gets on my tongue I need a cool glass of water and SPF 50 Who ever said life should be so risky The world gets better when you are around I feel my head clearer and my feet touch the ground Some time with you is some time in the shade With a breeze blowin by and some cold lemonade I'm so tired of the cinnamon sun Cause it burns my skin, gets on my tongue I need a cool glass of water and SPF 50 Who ever said life should be so risky Sure, every step that we take is uncertain But every step with you feels much better Better I'm so tired of the cinnamon sun Cause it burns my skin and gets on my tongue
5.
"Roscoe's Revenge"
6.
It takes one little thing to set you off And your pride will take over, and then you'll drown It takes one little thing, and then you're stuck And the thought keeps spinning round and around Where's this retribution That was promised by the church of my forefathers In the depths of hell out of sight I can not swallow that parasite Your pride will catch up to you Your pride will beat you down My pride just destroys itself My pride never wins Why do I have to be so uptight Release it and be guided into the light Your pride will catch up to you Your pride will beat you down My pride just destroys itself My pride never wins
7.
Its not my fault for needing love I took it all out on myself I raised the bar i crossed my hands I put my heart up on a shelf Its not my fault for needing love I took it out on my loved ones I feel so bad I've had enough I need to get myself undone Its not my fault for needing love Its not my fault for needing love I hate myself for wanting more I lied to you i lied to me I take responsibility Its not my fault for needing love Its not my fault for needing love I took it all out on myself I raised the bar i crossed my hands I put my heart up on a shelf Ive had enough ive had enough Its not my fault for needing love
8.
Fuckboi 01:55
Fuckboi, you don't know what you want And you're wasting everyone's time Fuckboi, you can't stop giving up You're just wasting everyone's time All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your obtuse talking All your dipshit smiling All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your wanking crying All your number dialing Fuckboi, you don't know what you had Til you pushed it out of your life Fuckboi, no you can't take it back You keep feeding all of your lines All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your obtuse talking All your dipshit smiling All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your wanking crying All your number dialing Fuckboi, you don't know what you want And you're wasting everyone's time Fuckboi, you should stop giving up You're just wasting everyone's time All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your obtuse talking All your dipshit smiling All your wishy washing All your whiney whiney All your wanking crying All your number dialing
9.
Cynthia 03:37
Cw: abusive relationships, but not very in depth Cynthia I'm sorry that you're haunted still But though you'd broken to his will It doesn't mean your life is through There's still so much for you to do I know I feel the pain in you But your worries, hun, they just aren't true I can really see the light in you Though he still may be next door You aren't his, not anymore, Cynthia Though he puts the weight on you He'll rue the day his darling boy comes to defend you Cynthia You aren't ever to be alone You'll be the best person to give a home To your dearest one, he loves you so He'll love you even more as he grows old And you feel abandoned, it's unfair While you may despair he ran away He's with someone who will do him the same Though he still may be next door You aren't his, not anymore, Cynthia Though he puts the weight on you He'll rue the day his darling boy comes to defend you
10.
Gray Skies 03:17
I know you dont like holidays You dont care for the presents I know you dont like your birthday So today ill celebrate everything but you I love grey skies with an unbridled passion I think hatred is eternally in fashion Lonliness and constant dread are a girl's best friend I want stress that's endless in me till my early end Everything without you So boring and so dull Gray skies where the clouds dont break Without joy, with no love Anxiety would take control If you were not arround The world would show no color And my ear would hear no sounds I harken for the death of creativity I listen for the sounds of people giving up their dreams Vibrancy is overrated, i want anything but The earth is one big funeral, the casket is locked shut Everything without you So boring and so dull Gray skies where the clouds dont break Without joy, with no love Anxiety would take control If you were not arround The world would show no color And my ear would hear no sounds Without you Everything without you So boring and so dull Gray skies where the clouds dont break Without joy, with no love Anxiety would take control If you were not arround The world would show no color And my ear would hear no sounds
11.
I knew the words, but I didn't know the language The language has a logic, not its my job to teach it to you I knew the words, but I didn't know they applied to me Now I want to scream those words from the rooftops I'm so tired of being told that my feelings are wrong That's how I feel and you cant prove me false And I'm so sick being told how to solve my problems Don't you think I've tried that, I just want to listen You do it to me all the time, so I do it to myself Cause that's the only way I know how to feel at all A bride to be could get cold feet and do nothing at all But I'll sink my ship, brick my brick, as I'm tearing down the walls I'm so tired of being told that my feelings are wrong That's how I feel and you cant prove me false And I'm so sick being told how to solve my problems Don't you think I've tried that, I just want to listen I'm not your simple problem you can put up on your self I'm not the trophy you devised admiring yourself I don't respect just anyone, but I respect myself Cause I don't have no faith that there's someone else to take care of me I'm so tired of being told that my feelings are wrong That's how I feel and you cant prove it false You think you know me better than I do myself How could you, I barely talk to you at all

about

Songs from August 2018 to March 2019.
"Cynthia" cw: abusive relationships, but not very in depth

Some nights you think about everything going on everywhere else. I'm not talking about the small loneliness, where you think about the parties you're missing or where your friends are without you. I'm talking about the Big Loneliness. So big its infinite. And its everywhere but here. No matter where you go, every place feels abandoned. You feel it most driving home at 11:30 PM on an empty street. It feels like everything around you is asleep, just a few deer here and there. But they don't count; when you're with them you're just alone with the animals. They live in their own world that you'll never know. And that's the Big Loneliness. Everywhere else you aren't is just as good as a fantasy, an abstract thought. The visceral world around you is nothing but the water spilling out of the well of your inner emotions. You're floating in it, head above the waves. In this moment you're able to feel the waters more than ever. But if you tried to express it in words it would come out in some abstract cerebral form. No one would know what you're talking about.

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released June 7, 2019

Andrea Leigh Robbins - Vocals, guitar, bass, drums, music, lyrics, production, mixing
Hunter Jade - Photography and art
Christian Hindersman - Generous help

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I used to be called Ozark Soundscape but I stopped that.

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